 hey everybody thnks for alll the wonderful c0mments yeah well muh bday is TOMMOROW!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!! mmk well i prob. going to muh gurls sierras house cause i think she going to have a party s0o0 yeah im
*Roses on the coffin start to turn black was our love for real do you know for a fact? You made me cry my self to sleep for so many days. s0 many pretty smiles so many fake okays. Now im not going to let you hurt me again.. This is my last entry my last final sin. Burried in the cold snow i want everyone to know that this is my final goodbye,i give my self to you know more tears no more cries.* by:me!
   
 she [( iGNORES )] all the other guys who want her because she`s too busy noticing |[ HiM ]|
 here's a little something
that everybody should
know;; it's okay to hold on ;;
but eventually you just
gotta let it go.
 <33*i'`m falling now because
i'`m holding on to things
that are no longer there* <33
 ONE LiFE - - 0NE CHANCE <3
what we do with it is up to us
--one tree hill
 if i could show you
how much you've hurt me;;
you'd never be able to
look me in the eyes again
 *JuSt wANt sUmOnE tO lOvE aNd tO HolD fOrEvEr!!!!!*
 you never know who your true friends are..
until tears are rolling down your cheeks;
the true friends are the ones,
who are there to wipe the tears
&& hold your hand;
when everybody else just stands around
wondering what happened to you.
 take my hand. we'll make it. i swear. .........
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hey there guys well this weeknd has been a BLAST!!! most deff. fun with muh gurls!! sierra and gabby !!! welll lets see................
Thurseday: Went to school and yeah sum shit happend that i don't want to talk about.. then went to the talent show it was prett kewl then ... went blake to0k me sierra and gabby home and i talked to malcom 4 a lil bit then talked t0 gabby and yeh went to sleep!!
Friday: went to school ... had okay day got sum "stuff" mmmm.. then went to sierras house after school and gabby cam over tlaked to sum BOYs!!! then went to watauga elematnrty and did sum "stuff" and then saw Tabitha and all them b0ys thur...... then Matt and his friend stop buh and said hey blah blah blah ...... then we started gettin ready around 8 to go to the movies with shawn and sum other people he came and picked us up then we went to see the movie Jarhead. it was ok movie .....then we went to sierras house and tom was going to come over but didn't. And me and sierra were n the car ready to take her moms car out but we were so effing scared and grabby didn't want any part of it cuase shes already got to many hours!!! lol yeah so we just went to sleep......
Saturday: W0oah saturday was effing fun........ got up and muh mom aka"sierra" made me and grabby sum french toast... then watched a lil of lauguna beach then blake aka"dad" came over around 2 and took me to go get sum mickey d's for everyone ... then we got ready for the day and around 6 or 7 we blake braynt me gabby and sierra all went to sierras g-mas house to get sum money for her went to the mall to see who was all up there and saw the beautiful kristen and ameila and then saw the other beautiful gurl zahndra jezzica z and amber and krissy then we wanted to go to applebees and we ate desert there and saw Mr.Tom hahah "the host" w0ah anyways kamrin cam up there and we talked to him for a while and then...we came back to sierras casa and chris and braynt came over and kamrin brought a delevary for us hahah... we got a lil crazy haha jk we played mario nintand0 64 hahahah!!!1 grabby and chris are the biggest fuckin hermits EVER!!! hahahahaha well yeah then at like 1 tom cam over and me and grabby walked chris half way to aaron and austins house and we ran home cuaase we are retards like that hahah! well then... we just hungout at sierras house and went to sleep 
SUNDAY: TODAY we woke up gabby left then sierra and made me sum waffles like a good mother! lol and muh mom picked me up went to church now im home in an 1hr im going to go to kohls then im comming hme and sleeping!!! mmk well i gues ill update later 
hey well i love muh gurl this wknd was a BLAST!!!!
hey guys well lets c yesturday was muh bday and yeah it was preety kewl!!!! i went to school people gave me money!!!! like gaby (she gave me 20 $) 
zahndra, jordan, kristen, courtnee, mike, david, mmm.... and sum mo peolple but i can't think right now! yeeh well last night: me and gabby of course got dressed up! and we went to aaron and austins and the jessicag and jessica z and zahndra came ova with jordan and we went tricker treating for like 5 minutes cuase it was really fuckin cold!!! well we went back and it was boirng and then me and gabby morgan and chris started walking around and morgan and chris had to show us the way home welll on the way we saw Cody h, Bryant p, Jesse C, and Eric. yeah thur g0obers! talked to them then we went home!!! it was like 9 ? haha we were sleepy though!lol yeah so i went home watched LB and then took a shower and went to bed!!! 
im watchin the real world and the commertial "jarhead" cam on HOly shyt i wanna c that movie!!!!!!!! yep yep......... mmmk well im s0o0 liking someone right now hes a senoir yeah and hes hawt but like usual iono if he likes me??... 
but mmmk well as u c i didn't go to school today cuz muh dad said i didn't have too.. but i kinda did want to go to school cause i wanted to see *him* but to give yall a hint hes a senior and gots a bro thats a sophmore! but ok well im going to get ready for the day cause well i just want to s0o layduh! and thankx to all the ppl who gave me money yall are so great! </3 cecelia!